That's what I've got a case of.
I've been continually asking myself, "how does one become inspired to do something?"
Every good thing starts with a spark of inspiration. At least that's what i've grown up believing.
But honestly, all i've been inspired to do lately is eat an entire package of Oreos within a couple days.
Now thats sad.
I'm at such a strange time in my life. Doing this thing called "growing up." And I really question why the heck that was all I wanted to do when I was a duckling. When I wandered away from my momma duck and decided to move out I realized that this independent life thing is not all its cracked up to be. It kinda sucks sometimes if i'm being honest.
Anyway. I'm like working and being a college student and what not, and I just feel like anything that used to inspire me doesn't really do the job anymore. Maybe the dullness of adult life has just started to get to me. Peeling off my creativity and inspiration layers one by one.
I used to be inspired to write, to dream, to dance, to sing when I thought no one was listening.
I used to be inspired to think, to try, to become something.
I used to be inspired to find, to reach, to love.
but that inspirations gone...
or is it?
Maybe i'm inspired by nothingness. The idea of "nothing" inspires me. I mean that's how this post came to be. I could think of nothing to write about. And look, I'm writing.
INSPIRATION.
Maybe i'm inspired by boredom. I became so bored at work that I was trying really hard to find something to do. And that made me decide to write this post in the first place.
INSPIRATION.
Maybe I just suck at realizing that inspiration is sometimes so small that it can go unnoticed. It's such a strange thing, inspiration. It basically controls your actions. Everything you do was inspired by something. Whether it be good or bad. But then I'm a believer in things happening for a reason. So inspiration is like a fortune teller. It predetermines your path in your life, or your "fate" if you will.
Speaking of fate, maybe the three greek goddesses known as the fates are looking at your thread of destiny and figuring out when to send a "spark of inspiration" to you. And maybe i'm going too far with this. Actually yes, I know i'm going too far with this.
But anyway, maybe this is actually a letter of gratitude to inspiration; because I think it might deserve one.
So thank you, inspiration, for being there even when no one notices you or gives you any credit for what you did for them. I just want you to know that I notice you and I think you're pretty cool. Keep doing what you're doing because without you, this world would be extremely dull.
On behalf of humanity, THANK YOU!
Much Love,
Charly Rose
I used to be inspired to write, to dream, to dance, to sing when I thought no one was listening.
I used to be inspired to think, to try, to become something.
I used to be inspired to find, to reach, to love.
but that inspirations gone...
or is it?
Maybe i'm inspired by nothingness. The idea of "nothing" inspires me. I mean that's how this post came to be. I could think of nothing to write about. And look, I'm writing.
INSPIRATION.
Maybe i'm inspired by boredom. I became so bored at work that I was trying really hard to find something to do. And that made me decide to write this post in the first place.
INSPIRATION.
Maybe I just suck at realizing that inspiration is sometimes so small that it can go unnoticed. It's such a strange thing, inspiration. It basically controls your actions. Everything you do was inspired by something. Whether it be good or bad. But then I'm a believer in things happening for a reason. So inspiration is like a fortune teller. It predetermines your path in your life, or your "fate" if you will.
Speaking of fate, maybe the three greek goddesses known as the fates are looking at your thread of destiny and figuring out when to send a "spark of inspiration" to you. And maybe i'm going too far with this. Actually yes, I know i'm going too far with this.
But anyway, maybe this is actually a letter of gratitude to inspiration; because I think it might deserve one.
So thank you, inspiration, for being there even when no one notices you or gives you any credit for what you did for them. I just want you to know that I notice you and I think you're pretty cool. Keep doing what you're doing because without you, this world would be extremely dull.
On behalf of humanity, THANK YOU!
Much Love,
Charly Rose
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