Keep Searching

My heart is breaking
My earth is shaking
Does anyone care?
Does anyone feel it?
It's getting harder to decide if I want to hang on or let go
It's still unclear which would make me happier
Or make me stronger.

Will I learn my lesson?
Will it make me want to change?
These are the kind of questions I ask myself everyday.
Yet i'm still searching for the right answer.
But maybe the answer's not what I need,
maybe its the searching.
So I continue to search.
No giving up.

I pray to god that he will help me.
And he does.
He is my constant companion and my stress reliever
His help is what I use to get through everyday.
Its the only way I find a reason to smile.

Life gets hard,

Life gets easy,

Life is disappointing,

Life is exciting,

but most importantly, life is special.

Your Life is Special 
So keep searching
God hasn't given up on you,
don't give up on him.